my new toy

So i finally got this thing.. hahha.. im such a nerd..

i love that i never pay full price.. i got this for a steal.. only 100$

this thing usually retails for like 300+$.. but i still have another 180$ to spend on this thing to get it running.. ughhhh.. o well at least its one step to getting it working.. ha..

Sweeeeet!

yay.. new toy.. i finally got my GPS..

no more getting lost.. even though i rarely get lost.. hahaha..

yyayy..

Drink drank drunk

i think ive been drinking too much.. 

ive been goin out to bars a lot..

i mean, i dont go out to get drunk or anything..

i just go out to hang out with friends..

meeting new people is always fun..

im starting to enjoy the bar scene..

ha..

who knows.. i guess im just enjoying the times..

well now i think i can call myself a social drinker..

niiiiice

thats hott.. some might say otherwise but like they say.. 

"beauty is in the eye of the beholder"

fun fun

   hahaha.. its great havin a job again.. and its kool too that i dont spend any money from my check.. hahaha.. tips are funn.. i can live off tips alone.. lol..

join me next time.. it'll be fun..

missin it..

i think im in that stage after a relationship where i miss the company of that special someone.. 

i dont know why.. i miss jess talkin to someone..

i miss holding them in my arms.. holding hands..

i start to notice songs on the radio.. theres a lot of stuff on TV.. 

ughhh..

thsi is normal isnt it?

this should pass.. its jess a phase.. right?

so its official

so i started werk today.. i finally have a job after almost 2 years of not having a job on papaer.. lol.. yay.. no more bein broke.. ha

friends in pain

  i noticed a friend today dealing with a break up..

i know the pain personally.. i know it sucks.. its sucks ass..

damn.. thats a really bigg thing to go through.. 

some people deal differently.. 

but when someone else notices these things.. 

what can i do to help.. i noticed that he's been getting drunk..

every night this week.. i was there a few times..

i mean a friend can only be there soo much..

im there for support no doubt.. but..

i cant be there for the guy 24/7.. but i dont know.. 

maybe he needs this..

but how long can this go on before it becomes a problem.. 

you know??

i think i'll give it some more time.. 

i mean he's a guud guy, and one of my best friends..

i jess wish that he were a more open person..

it doesnt help that he bottles everything up inside..

and take it out on drinkin to get over it..

fukk..

i hate break-ups!

starbucks orrientation

  ha.. i had orrientation today.. i thought i wouldnt wake up.. i acctually got up early.. and i realised i dont take long to get ready.. ughhh.. so i was ready like 45 min before i had to go.. so i jess sat around an watched TV.. then i couldnt stand it.. so i left 30 min early.. my orrientation was at 1.. i got to the area around 12.. so i ate lunch.. and i stopped by big 5 and checked if they had the sleeve that i wanted.. and they did.. yay.. so after i went to starbuck.. did the orrientation.. i thought it was gonna take a lil longer.. but it didnt.. cant wait to start..

another year in the books..

  so another bday.. im 23.. and nothing done yet in my life.. i think its about that time to get my like straight.. i need to hitt the skoolin and get me an education.. 

i dont regret a lot of things that ive ever done.. but i think that not getting an education right after HS was probably one of the only things.. now im 4 years behind in my education.. my peers are now almost graduating or already did.. and wat do i have to show.. nothing..

well i wouldnt say nothing.. 

why am i being so hard on myself.. ha..

well from not goin to skool i gained a lot of life experience.. i understand that u also get life experience while goin to skool but theres a lot of things that u cant learn from skool.. or at least thats wat i think.. some might say otherwise.. 

but now that i realise that.. that is gonna be a starting point.. 

a staring point for everything that i need to work for.. 

i hope..

starbucks pt.3

so the y finaly called me.. ha.. im finally starting.. its been almost a month since my interview.. and now i have orrientation on wednesday.. ha.. sooo excited.. im finally workin again..

a shot

see wat happens.

see wat grows.

life presents u with opportunities everyday.

do you act on the opportunites presented.

or do u not notice.

see wat might not happen.

see wat might not grow.

how can u be so sure u seize every opportunity.

do u even notice?

do i notice...

- ty