Thursday, October 30, 2008

my new toy

So i finally got this thing.. hahha.. im such a nerd..
i love that i never pay full price.. i got this for a steal.. only 100$
this thing usually retails for like 300+$.. but i still have another 180$ to spend on this thing to get it running.. ughhhh.. o well at least its one step to getting it working.. ha..

Monday, October 27, 2008


yay.. new toy.. i finally got my GPS..
no more getting lost.. even though i rarely get lost.. hahaha..

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Drink drank drunk

i think ive been drinking too much.. 
ive been goin out to bars a lot..
i mean, i dont go out to get drunk or anything..
i just go out to hang out with friends..
meeting new people is always fun..
im starting to enjoy the bar scene..


who knows.. i guess im just enjoying the times..
well now i think i can call myself a social drinker..

Tuesday, October 21, 2008


thats hott.. some might say otherwise but like they say.. 
"beauty is in the eye of the beholder"

Saturday, October 18, 2008

fun fun

   hahaha.. its great havin a job again.. and its kool too that i dont spend any money from my check.. hahaha.. tips are funn.. i can live off tips alone.. lol..

join me next time.. it'll be fun..

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

missin it..

i think im in that stage after a relationship where i miss the company of that special someone.. 
i dont know why.. i miss jess talkin to someone..
i miss holding them in my arms.. holding hands..
i start to notice songs on the radio.. theres a lot of stuff on TV.. 
thsi is normal isnt it?
this should pass.. its jess a phase.. right?

Monday, October 13, 2008

so its official

so i started werk today.. i finally have a job after almost 2 years of not having a job on papaer.. lol.. yay.. no more bein broke.. ha

friends in pain

  i noticed a friend today dealing with a break up..
i know the pain personally.. i know it sucks.. its sucks ass..
damn.. thats a really bigg thing to go through.. 
some people deal differently.. 
but when someone else notices these things.. 
what can i do to help.. i noticed that he's been getting drunk..
every night this week.. i was there a few times..
i mean a friend can only be there soo much..
im there for support no doubt.. but..
i cant be there for the guy 24/7.. but i dont know.. 
maybe he needs this..
but how long can this go on before it becomes a problem.. 

you know??

i think i'll give it some more time.. 
i mean he's a guud guy, and one of my best friends..
i jess wish that he were a more open person..
it doesnt help that he bottles everything up inside..
and take it out on drinkin to get over it..


i hate break-ups!

Thursday, October 9, 2008

starbucks orrientation

  ha.. i had orrientation today.. i thought i wouldnt wake up.. i acctually got up early.. and i realised i dont take long to get ready.. ughhh.. so i was ready like 45 min before i had to go.. so i jess sat around an watched TV.. then i couldnt stand it.. so i left 30 min early.. my orrientation was at 1.. i got to the area around 12.. so i ate lunch.. and i stopped by big 5 and checked if they had the sleeve that i wanted.. and they did.. yay.. so after i went to starbuck.. did the orrientation.. i thought it was gonna take a lil longer.. but it didnt.. cant wait to start..

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

another year in the books..

  so another bday.. im 23.. and nothing done yet in my life.. i think its about that time to get my like straight.. i need to hitt the skoolin and get me an education.. 

i dont regret a lot of things that ive ever done.. but i think that not getting an education right after HS was probably one of the only things.. now im 4 years behind in my education.. my peers are now almost graduating or already did.. and wat do i have to show.. nothing..

well i wouldnt say nothing.. 
why am i being so hard on myself.. ha..

well from not goin to skool i gained a lot of life experience.. i understand that u also get life experience while goin to skool but theres a lot of things that u cant learn from skool.. or at least thats wat i think.. some might say otherwise.. 

but now that i realise that.. that is gonna be a starting point.. 

a staring point for everything that i need to work for.. 

i hope..

Monday, October 6, 2008

starbucks pt.3

so the y finaly called me.. ha.. im finally starting.. its been almost a month since my interview.. and now i have orrientation on wednesday.. ha.. sooo excited.. im finally workin again..

Thursday, October 2, 2008

a shot

see wat happens.
see wat grows.
life presents u with opportunities everyday.
do you act on the opportunites presented.
or do u not notice.

see wat might not happen.
see wat might not grow.

how can u be so sure u seize every opportunity.
do u even notice?
do i notice...

- ty